I have turned into a misanthrope
like a doper in his death bed.
The lack of ur untroubled love
eats me frm inside.
Im like a candle without flame
like a bird without wings
like a black cloud without a silver lining.
Feeling so desperate to feel the
warmth of ur arms
& the sweetness of ur lips
or atleast the sound of ur honeyed
voice in my ears.
Wanting n longing to be rescued from
this prison of unbearable pain.
I want back the equanimity* only u can bring
The elavated jubiliation* in my heart
Wanting to feel the tranquility* of ur untroubled love.
I look back at that moment when u were
lying here in my arms, solely mine.
But now its gone like a bolt from out of the blue.
I long to live it once again…..